Sweet and Sour December

Personal Trivia.. Personal Trivia....

If a plot a curve with the range of happiness and sadness I experienced in December(previous years), I would get a sine wave. The trend is such that either "Happiness followed by sadness" or "Sadness followed by happiness".

December 2007:

I will write about this on 18th December describing a very important day in my life (December 19th)

December 2008:

The oscillations were too high during this month.

A big fight was going on with my best friend at the start of the month. I flunked in an exam conducted by HSBC Glt. Two days later, My project was nominated for the best automation project. I was suppose to give a presentation and based on that presentation the best project would be decided. I prepared a ppt in a different style. After my presentation, everyone appreciated my presentation style and thought that I was sure shot for the best automation project. But my project was not selected for the final place. I was damn upset about it. After hearing the final results about the automation project, my anger levels went to peak. I immediately thought of leaving the place and so I went to ground floor where I parked my bike. On that day I was given a gift voucher of Rs. 1000 for some other performance. I teared that gift voucher infront of vijay garu. I still feel bad about that part. I should not have done that. But past is past.

When ever I think about that situation, I can feel my cheeks widening. Next day deepti, keerti and vijay garu gave a lecture about the way I behaved. Even that was funny. I was so upset with those performances and never thought I could get out of it for a month atleast. But I dont know, some how I got my momentum back with an incident. It was my best friend. I made my best friend get out of an hurdle.(Facts cannot be disclosed) Ofcourse I was just a part of my best friend's success and I should not take the whole credit. Small 'innocent' kids and some people whom I think are lucky flooded wishes on my best friend to get her out of the battle. Ofcourse now I can take the credit for those wishes. Luckily my best friend won the battle. I felt as if I conquered the battle. This happiness is followed by an another fight :(. This time its not a serious one. Then the month ended with a happy note (Again I cannot disclose).

Dec 2009

The biggest upset was the GMAT exam. I did a silly mistake when I was registering for the exam. I gave my initials as per the license. When I went to the exam center on the D day, I was not allowed to write the exam as initials did not match with that of passport's. I dont know what to say to my dad and to my friends out there. Before giving exam I called every one and told them about my GMAT exam. When I was thrown out of center for the initials mis match, I dont know what to tell my friends. I need to mention a point here. Except to my best friend, I told every one about GMAT exam. But my best friend guessed so correctly and first wished me all the best :). So accurate !!! I came out of depression and registered, perfectly, for the next time in a week span. But a perfect registration not alone can fetch good marks rite ?. I dint do the exam well. I attempted the exam with over confidence and paid for it. I dint get a good score. Again I was upset. This time I was even more upset because I resigned my job and prepared for GMAT. I was not confident about CAT at that moment and thought GMAT alone was my savior. My dad, my best friend and my relatives tried to get me out of that mood. Thanks to them. I came out of that depression. But then..........