The agony of a smiling face

Marketing marks were displayed in the notice board. I got a message from rathore that every one is passed. I thought I would cross the red zone with ease. But surprisingly I found I was still in red zone. Though I escaped the "Fail", but still ...

Till yesterday I thought that escaping an F would be a great achievement. Now I escaped F, but when considering the whole scenario I went to last 5. First time in my life I found myself in bottom of the list.. almost grounded.

But the worst thing is that something is even more hurting me - "am I really eligible to take a marketing specialization ?". The day when I found my name in the list of selected candidates for IIM lucknow, I thought about marketing. I made my profile in such a way that it suits only marketing. But I am able to figure out that (even when I discuss on some marketing topics, my argument will be ruled out) I am not fit for a marketing project. That may be true.

The efforts that I have put in for preparing the final project is still flashing in my mind. I am not able to figure out what went wrong....

I am clueless... just clueless...