When will I change??

For the first time I am gonna get a zero in the quiz. After every end term exam, I see my marks and come to a conclusion that If I do well in quizzes, I can get good some grades. Though I realize where I am lagging, I am not able to win over that situation. Today I had FM(finance) quiz. I read something, something that evaporates from my brain in seconds. When I saw the paper, I was puzzled. I couldn't understand the question at all. I felt ashamed. I took around 10 mins to understand what is the question. But the situation is even worse that I dont know even the basic formula. When I question myself why am I not doing well... The answer is just because of "the skills" that I possess and that others do not. I dont know how to write here and I need to hide this for some reasons. I couldn't concentrate in the classes also. Time to think for a solution.

Coming back to classes...

Generally in In SCM classes, prof speaks about general things and sometimes topics that are not present in the text book. Today when prof was discussing about a topic, Navin all of sudden asked prof "Sir, are these topics available anywhere in the text books??". Everyone started laughing and even prof also started laughing. Then prof has come up with a counter that Navin couldnt answer. I was solving a case in SCM class and so couldnt concentrate on what prof was teaching.

In MIS class, I was sitting in last bench and playing a game in mobile. Prof saw me and asked "who is the guy hiding in the last bench?". I raised my hand and told "Praveen, sir" :)). Then the class shouted "synapse guy.. synapse guy". Prof immediately told "Don talk about synapse. Its because of synapse there is a big mess up in the class regarding presentations". I immediately thought of replying like this "Sir, its because of synapse atleast the intensity of mess up is reduced". But I thought for a while and dint open my mouth. Actually today a group is suppose to come up with presentation but they dint. There is an application called claroline, developed by team synapse, where we register ourselves in different courses offered in that term. Our prof asked us to update the information about presentations there. But there was a mess up in updation and for that we cannot blame synapse right ? :(. Life is like that and we cannot blame anyone.

Thats all about Life at hel'L'...

Tomorrow, Jan 20th, is an unforgettable day in my life....